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Well! Its been alot of seconds when I didnt thnk of him,
Been a lot of seconds when I did!
Been so many dreams where I saw him,
been so many where I didnt!

But that doesnt mean I cant smile anymore,
cuz he mostly made me cry!
There aint a single reason Y I shouldnt move on,
Its  more than worth a try!

Cuz this time too, he covered the distance between us,
but in opposite direction, from where stood he!
& I sat there helplessly seeing him walk on,
& leaving my world to Calendars, Clocks & Me!

Two thousand problems with You

Full Moon staring through the wild dark blue
I'm doing good, only my arms have missed you
It's going great, really, I have managed a few crushes
Another week, am sure it would be a few touches!

Sometimes I wanna wear that black dress
sit next to you with my head on your chest
Sometimes I wanna thank your dog
who avoided what we did & snored

I'm tormenting my hots for U & my emotions
to see if I can survive when u make me fall hard
It's an experiment, like throwing blood in the Oceans
to bring up and trap the hungry sharks

So what broke my heart?

I think the guy u r is not u,
or who I knew

Dont all Women have the same problem?
of saying "You have changed",
too many times a day?

You would want the bed and turn off the lights
& i'ld rather wanna sit here- long after midnight

& the best sleep. still, was the one in your arms
& waking up 2 wish we still had a few hours 2 dawn
But now I have stopped telling you when i dream of u
cuz I know u didnt dream of me, i dreamt of you!

Carrion.

like a vulture, u will fly from this place
away from this building u sit at and even away
n fly to the next building n away from me
then away 2 da next town, 2 da river, then 2 da sea.

back here, i would wait for u and so wud ur porn n ur car!
dont y'know, widout u, i have no reason 2 look haute
no reason 2 put on make up or 2 get drunk
no reason 2 dress up or wanna hav fun

so dont go, cmon sea is an emptyland,
dont u kno, vulture? i can b ur carrion
um! idk how many tyms i hav said dis "dont go ever"
il tel u one thing, i feel better when v r together

with u, i myt not get my perfect fantasy
but i stil remember hw u once made my heart beat fast n crazy
and once u made me nervous n gave me sweaty palms
once u made me wanna talk 2 u late night for hours

once i couldnot stop blushing when u wr with me
once u were all that i thought of before sleepin
once u were one of the few i prayed for
once u were not a rude ice box that now u r

once u were what i wished 4, from the shooting star
once i liked u looong enuf just so u kud break my heart
but its so cute how u fall 4 every next chic
it annoys me first, but i like non serious relationships

still i wud leave u, cuz dis all aint very simple or easy
u r so sexy but i got no one here 2 rescue me
myt think about u in an elevator, or when i sneak out at 1 am
or when i get drunk or i hear ur name or when da moon shines bright n it rains

i would want u 2 also think of me,n i got a  reason!!
cuz all ur other girls wont write u poems ;)
So when ur goin through the list of ur present girls
think of me when u notice one less person!

I never lost U!

So if I write a poem on how I lost U
Wont it be wrong?
Cuz if we sit n think, I never really had u!
Weird! i dont look forlorn!
Um! cuz havnt I felt it all the way till here?
So sick n tired of feeling diss - its nothin' new!
So u should know, i wud like u 2go die ur fuckin death!
I wud b sooo happy on an Earth minus U !

If I had..

If I had 2 more hands, I would have hugged u
as i packed my bags, n pulled u along as i fell for u!

In and out of love, again i start doubtin love

Wish I have another face, when i am all alone
I would talk straight faced, and cry away from da phone!
& if i had another mouth i could always carry around
I would kiss u hard while i talked out my heart.

but i fall in and out of love
in da end, start doubtin' love.

Only if I had eyes in the back of my head
I could have seen more of u as i walked away!
but not having all this also has a greener shade
b'cuz then u kud have seen me cry as i stormed away!

Must have been Love !

I liked how u held my hand, it did magic 2 me!
Now its 2 much weight 2 stand,
& no one here 2 rescue me!


Running after every girl u got,
& none of them close 2 even haute!
Now say sorry after U drove me so crazy n mad!
Another shot, and I ‘ld be checkin in a rehab!


U melted  my line b/w right n wrong
I m so hurt, cant even remember sinc hw long!
So Who gave u da idea u r Irreplaceable?
When u actually r just another picture 2 burn!


& there’s he, so incredible n sensible!
Makes all my friends wanna take him!
So nice, calls me pretty, never makes me wait
& I don’t even know Y I thot ours was a fairytale!


I knew if I ever date him, he wouldnt sting!
Still I wasted all my time on a dick!
Someone who came around 2 dim my shine!
I must have gone crazy, must have been blind!

So it must have been Love !! but m outta it now!
Loved how u called me baby, now it irritates me deep down!
U shot me, sugar, down 2 my roots!
Ah Must have thought I was bulletproof..!

The Other Side

Ofcourse there always is a first and the last time
& so unaware U r, of when they would come & go by
Your first touch, first kiss, & da first verses that U write
turn into nothing but wasted affection, words & time !

Its weird how something so ugly and dirty
can look so pretty and celestial at a time
and You keep on blindly running to reach
so unaware of what awaits u on The Other Side !

& when u do reach that fucking place
u c its not even close 2 what u thought it as
& there r no butterflies, clouds or sunshine
Trust me, there aint a worse place than The Other Side !