Better in time :)

I never watched your movie, but I guess I do agree with the quote,

And today completes 6 months of you having gone,

Oh! I missed you for this long.

And I cant somehow seem to forget you,

But don’t blame me that I didn’t try to!

But I couldn’t find anyone as close as nice as you,

Hah! U wont blame me for that, would u?

Like, you said “You cant ever find a substitute for me.”

Well, guess I am learning that u weren’t joking.

I know comparisons are thieves of joy,

and I shouldn't sit alone and compare,

But you packed away the joy in your suitcase,

And I stood there praying with all my heart,

That u would just turn around and bring them back.

I know u are with someone else now,

I would never try to reach you,

But I miss you, I miss you every second,

I miss you when someone calls me dear

And I smile cuz It reminds me how I hated being called that before

And so you used to keep on calling me that.
And No one else notices how I frame my sentences with "So",

It makes me smile and a pensive feeling comes over me.

I wanna tell you how much u mean to me,

How much you did, and ur vanishing away without explanation

Did kill huge respect I had for you,
and I am sure what you did, gave me an easier, less hurtful life. 
It was the way you did it that hurt.

And u had shown feebleness of character in doing so, just like the others.

Or maybe I just judged u wrong, you were one of "the others".

How absurd this long interval of time did not banish

My agitation and hurt into distance n indistinctness.

But it did that, for you, in a change of a date.

I had too strong a regard for u to be wholly estranged,

But, for you, forgetting was too easy

To wake up next to somebody

And decide to cut off with me completely

If u never knew, u meant a lot to me.

Im not sure if I loved you

But this hurts a lot like love

So, this big world did swallow u in, eh?

Every now and then something reminds me what I ought to forget,

And it agitates those feelings I have been wishing death.

For u should know, how hopeless my case is

I have a folder with ur name on it

In my mail box and an album in my Facebook.

But human brain is full of too much pride,

I will never reach u until I die,

I am sure time will heal the pain,

Even if time can not erase.

And one day talking about u will not make me weak,

And, without being about to break down, I would be able to complete.

And on a lighter note, at least our union wasn't as fruitless as I see,
You brought "Meh" in dictionary, I brought "Crappy". :D