I am glad we had the “Dear John” beginning
But we shall change the ending.
I love this city’s nights,
But they are haunted, without you.
I loved our time,
But now they are even more wanted, without you.
God forbid, you have a bad day, just look out of your window
And think of me, u r never alone.
I am right where you left me, thinking of you,
Despite the Time zone gap.
I think about you from after I wake up to before I go to sleep,
And then I hope to touch you in my dream.
This city seems damped after you have gone,
I have google map-ed Hartford, where you belong,
Next to the ocean, I imagine tall buildings around you,
And lots of coffee-holding fast-pacing people surround you,
But only if Hartford could be at the distance of Defence Colony,
I would sneak out every night so, together, we could be,
Sometimes I wish I could just devour you in,
And breathe you in with each pore on my skin,
So you would be so close to me and I could take ages to let you go again,
Or record your way of talking and play it all over again,
Just like I play it in my head,
And replay it to my friends when I go to a bar,
with the amusing story that became ours,
cuz these drinks are just poison,
and their laughter but noises,
until you are the one we talk about,
and talk about you till the bar shuts down.
With every passing second, everything that you did to me,
gets engraved deeper in my memory,
So now It will be hard to forget you,
Do I think I can forget you?
With all the celestial greatness you possess,
I would have made you up, if you didn’t exist.
I know distance makes it so hard,
And its so mind-tiring to be so far,
but never wonder if someone else is my world,
Its been you since “Crappy” became a word! :’)
