Just a Guy!

Well, I am writing this on behalf of men,  cuz oh well, they never will, right? :)

I know I killed it, I messed up.

I was too stupid, too dishonest, but that’s cuz

I’m just  a guy.

I should have never played with your heart,

And I loved getting you jealous, I should have stopped,

I begot the jealousy in your head and whenever you were, I could tell,

Cuz baby, you try hard but , Jealousy, you can’t wear it well.

I rejoiced seeing you want me and then went ahead, wanting them.

You were right, that one time, when you said I am stuck up,

But baby, I was too proud to realize I’ld get caught with all my lies.

But baby, Im just a guy.

And now I see, what you see when you open your big brown eyes,

You see a dog, and you see a best friend, unconditional love ,

and I see a stray animal I can’t trust.

When you see a girl wearing a gown, you think of fairytales,

I see an over-covering dress on a big ass babe,

When you drive through snow, your mood lits up & you think of honeymoon,

I think of turning on my heater as soon I reach my room.

When you see a Deer in the snow, You think of Bambi,

When you see a Pig, you think of Pooh’s best friend,

When you see me, you wish I’ld change

And I think, To Hell with it!

 I’m just a guy.

When we see movies, you think of us,

And I see my ex in the actress,

When you listen to a song,

You think you’ld  write me one or hope I’ld sing it to you,

But I listen to the beats, the bass and the tunes.

When you see a guy, u see a friend,

When I see a girl, I think of doing her,

And I just hope u know I meant no harm,

I saw you the other day in someone else’s arms,

Girl, I’m just a guy.

Back to Strangers

She had never met a guy with more annoying confidence in pursuing his dreams,
and more annoying confusion in knowing who to keep!
Than the one who stole her heart & failed to return it in one piece.

She had never met a man with more conceited, decided character,
who had another, a feeble one- causing ambiguity which were double,
his traits of indecisiveness, she failed to endure much longer.

... And now they are Friends,
Friends who'd sit online on whatsapp but won't initiate a convo, friends with altered behaviour and poisoned rapport,
Or Strangers,
Strangers that don't have a chance to be acquainted to a fresh start, Strangers to whom she can't say "Hey! Where r u from?"
He still possesses the power over her heart,
He could make her skip beats anytime he'd want,
& between torturous grief and delightful raptures, he'd make her run back and forth,
He could make her physically sick, could make her moods drop,
& Make her puppy sad, everytime he argues, and he argues a LOT!


Maybe we ran too fast, that we ran out of gas,
maybe violent desires do have violent ends,
Maybe we reached the mountain peak
And aint there anymore left to climb,
Maybe we killed the magic over the thousands of times we'd fight.
And I know I handed him the scissors to cut me off,
And I wanna take it back and dig its fucking grave in a hidden park.

His emotions were too overwhelming for my heart,
&  my heart was scared of feeling,
& what if he'd break my heart?
And see it happened now,
and now he'd take his stupid giggle to another stranger from another cafe or another bar.