I can do better.

And I never thought I would miss you

Not this soon.

I got to confess, I didn’t like you as much as you did.

And I feared I might be the bad guy here,

Cuz I have never met someone as nice as you in21 years.

And I didn’t want to do you wrong

That’s like doing what I always hated on.

I got to admit, No one has got me flowers, let alone Roses.

No one texts me incessantly, infact they play like

they dont even know where there phone is.

But the more I talk to any other guy

Even the guy that I liked before you walked in

I realize how beautiful your soul is

And how u r not even 2% full of shit.

The way you talk, the things you say,

Have got me believing in “good” + “guys” again.

I want to trust you, without any doubts,

With no cynicism about you, without any frowns.

I wanna be with you, Without having to stalk you.

And instead you say “you can keep my password
that way, you can check my Inbox too!”

You put my pic up on your blackberry,

You say you wanna make me meet your mummy,

although yes then she would say "first start earning your dollars" :P

and the way you said "dont think about me, just think about us"

Just the kinda things you say make me wanna smile,

Like “I will be the best 8^th grade anyone can ever have”

And how u said “inshallah u will ace the interview easily”

Till you heard that means I would have to go out of the country

And then you were like, now you will hate me

But I don’t want you to go baby

And the way you demand  “I miss you, why don’t you miss me?”

And your cute instant rhymes “don’t say ‘Maybe’, say ‘Yes Baby’”

I have not got everything this effortlessly and this soon

I don’t think I can do better, after you.

Drinks in a mixture..

Too many bottles and types of beers,
And I ask 'em to get some more,
I had my some glasses of whiskey,
Didn't count 'em, that's how I go.
Too many pretty boys at this party,
But I could have done with less pretty ones too,
I mean, after all this alcohol in my tummy,
I think I can sweet-talk to any bloody body even you.
I have been coming here a lot lately,
I know everyone here and rest I would tonight,
I still don't remember the names they told me,
And with all my deliriousness, it shouldn't be a surprise.
No offence to 'em, but they are all male-bitches and bastards,
Not even one good guy here around,
And I have mercilessly lowered my standards,
And still no one fits the ground.
I got 400+ male-friends on facebook,
200 live in my city,
But none good enough to trust that he would just talk to you,
if you go to his home after party.
Their hearts are enormously ugly,
That the average ugly looks pretty,
Its funny now how they want a different woman every week,
And then sit down together and talk about girls being slutty.
I am so drunk right now I might tell one of 'em where he stands,
So drunk right now that I might instead stand with him and not say a word of crap,
So bloody drunk that I can let him smell my hair,
So fucking drunk to be sweet to someone I swore I would never look at.
I wonder how fucked drunk is his girl,
Who has no issues with him fucking around,
With her being on the same floor, same club,
And despite this, they would still ignorantly go to his house.
I don't the fuck know where World lost 'em morals,
All I cam ask for is God to light 'em,
I am sure he has helped the dirtiest,
I ramble on, I have had just so fucking much to drink,
I kiss a girl, always wanted to, one tick on my to-do list.
She thinks I am hot, she is hot too,
But I prefer tall, sexy, skinny chics,
So this one won't do.
But it was just for fun, no repeat, atleast m not planning to.
I feel so dizzy, I think I will go to the loo,
I don't remember when I last got this drunk,
Oh! Then I know it was with you.


I trek the Himalayas in my heels & sit upstairs,
Cradle my head in my hands, they got me a bottle n I can't even thank,
I have had a lot of slices of lime, 3 or maybe I managed the fourth,
I had them all in a go, I am sure they didn't have more.
I have been here for soo long,
I just need to get home,
And its funny how he doesn't come around,
Chivalry is dead, now courstey's out of town,
I mean I don't even want him to,
But I would have, if I were in his shoes,
And I am sure he did see me fucking holding my head,
But then I am too nice to expect nice from the bad,
I walk till the car with my heels off,
And I cried all the way home.
Reminiscing unintentionally about the last time when I got this drunk with you,
How you held my hair up and told me its alright to puke,
And I couldn't find my rubber band,
And you didn't even ask me to.
How at 3am you got me bottles of lemonade and water,
And all I did was fuck your car,
It didn't affect you, but it pissed me,
how I said "I just wanna go back to your room"
And how your anything meant so much home to me,
And you used your brush cuz I wanted to brush my teeth,
Oh shit, I am crying like crazy
I need to stop freakin my sis, her guy and my friend,
They are so nice but I can't stop it.
All I am saying is how all that clubs have are male-bitches,
How I am sick of this ciity, how I am sick of being ill-treated,
How I am never having drinks in a mixture,
How I still on my finger-tips remember your number.


But I know I will regret missing you tomorrow,
And I will go to a club day after,
I will again drink this much or even more,
But hopefully, I won't cry again for an asshole.

God is there, and He is great and He listens!

I hated God when He gave me scars,
I hated Him when I didn't get nice marks,
Hated Him when someone would do me wrong,
Hated Him when shit won't go according to how I'ld want.


Now I can feel Him, I know He is walking with me,
I feel His presence, n I thank Him for being on my side,
And I know He is on my side! Always was, sure will be.
I thank Him for having given me scars when I could have died,
For not making me pretty that I get settled,
With whichever asshole I'ld really like,
Cuz the asshole won't find someone better,
And I would be way too blind!


And I blamed Him for making my nice guys crappy,
I thought it was because He has a crush on me,
And that He feels jealous when somebody else is the reason behind the *smiling* Me,
But in real, He was saving me from crappier that they would keep on getting,
And I blamed Him for taking away from me my arms abode where I loved to be,
But right now I am thankful from each nerve of my heart to not be where I used to be!


And I thank Him for letting them go,
And I thank Him for not letting me be in a situation where ignorance is bliss,
I thank Him for not making me put up with an/ another asshole,
I thank Him for getting my heart broken a couple of times,
I thank Him for giving me endless suffocating teary nights,
Cuz its combination of all this that has made me so right and wise!


I know He was there, always was. Sure will be!
He was there, with his own set of incomprehensible Godly tricks and ways,
And now I put my faith in His celestial embrace and I see His Light enter and gross immorality dissipates,
I know He is our Father, and He shall make my life a song that shall be sung beautifully,
I know He was right there, feeling sad when I questioned "where the fuck are you", crying, blaming incessantly,
And I kept disbelieving in Him while He was fixing my ignorant childish mind & making me stronger,
I saw through the fact that he gave me the BEST gift anyone could ever have in a sister,
I saw through the fact that its a training period for the real War that I might face in the future,
I saw through the fact that God is there, and He is great and He listens!
:)

She can't miss him

It was one of the nights when she would have shunned a Club for a Diner
It was one of the nights when dancing did not excite her
Just one of those nights when she felt alone with so many at a party
One of the nights when Alcohol failed to make her happy


She was sure she did not miss anyone,
I mean, she should not.
They did not deserve her and everyone told her to listen,
But like a typical girl, she would not.


It had been a long time since she thought of him..

or how he was the biggest fan of her unconventional behaviour,

how he loved her feet and would take her feet's pictures,
and lately a girl told her "men kiss feet of those who they love"
and I am sure it would have pinched her...


or anything about you like her home in your arms,
happiness in your voice, competence in your charm,
your admiration of her craziness,
or the nice things that u had once said,
your faith in her that she did not desert,
her faith in you that u never kept.


And there is a view of her Moon from the top floor,
its her only solace in such times and sucha place,
She doesnot know what type is it of “such times”
But there is little poignancy in these times
That takes her back to the old happy times
When she was not alone even when she literally was
She had unstoppable smile that she could not get rid of
And she dedicated all the songs to someone
And those songs now being played r realization that ‘they’ could be undone


She had her weird ways, she played her little games,
She would not express what she felt and they would not wait,
Then she would feel its right to heal her attachment with time,
instead of running after and being part of the chase,
And so she preferred to be as fresh as ice and as cold as she was before,
But I think times like these kind of abraded her almost healed wounds,
And she danced and smiled but thought about all the could-s and would-s that didn’t come true,
but with time, She has mastered the Art of Letting Go,
Cuz according to her, a truly good man can not be blown.


now she sits with *a lot of pretty boys she calls friends* sipping whiskey,
Pulls out a napkin and starts sub-consciously scribbling..
“I am sitting, thinking of what we could have been,
So should I start a storm till it brings you to me..”

Could You Never Come Now

Maybe I have more Mr Wrongs in my destiny than the one Mr Right,

We could have met, we should have met

But we didn’t.. and its crazy, then again its fine!

Maybe I walked past him on a sidewalk

Maybe just saw past his smiles

Maybe just ignored him when we must have collided

Maybe got disgusted to see his hero-fights

I waited too long for him to walk in and sweep me off my feet

Tried to find him in every somebodies

Tubs of ice cream could not cheer me up

How I deleted the number but it didnot work

On my Aquarian-ness, blamed it

Been over-upset for losing a stupid git

Now all I am left with is strong faith in doubt

And all World has is one less happy Romantic around

I am going back to ashes, to rise someday ..maybe!

I am hoping  to remain  Polar cold for another century

Best way to not get ur heart broken

Is to pretend u don’t have one

And the best is to not love and lose

Than to love and someone else he would choose

Now I am going back 3 years.. I am wiping off all my tears

I will wallow in ignorance

I am going back to happiness

I have looked for you in everyone

In everyone, I almost saw you

I don’t know why u fled that soon

Don’t know if I held on too long

or u wanted to let go too soon

so I am done looking around for you

cuz right now I feel like a fool

I am as cold as an Ice Box

And now don’t come around calling my phone

I wasn’t that strong to have waited this long,

and u tested my patience, so I am moving on

I know u would come in when I will b alone

In some form or another, for a week or a month

But I don’t need you anymore

If all you are is a heartache on my door.

Go knock at someone’s who is weak

I am not stupid enough to wait for an asshole!

Maybe I missed you in the guys I hurt

Maybe I missed you in the guys I loved

Maybe I missed you

Maybe you missed me

Maybe we rnt just meant to be

I digress, its over, this never-ending fruitless journey.
So dont come around. I wont be here

I am going back 3 years.

@TheQuoteWhore

When you left that person, was it your choice...or did they cause a series of events to take place with which caused you to want that?


sometimes letting go is the only way to move forward and sometimes the hardest thing to do is to do nothing.


Don't let go too soon, don't hold on too long


Never expect. Never assume. Just let it be. If it's meant to be, it will happen.


Dont apologize if you're going to keep doing the things you're sorry for..


saying "okay" a million times just to get your parents to stop talking.


Never put yourself in a situation where you're not sure of where you stand in a person's life.


The beginning of the relationship will determine what the rest of it will be like


#TheReasonYouAlways let your past make you bitter is because you’re not over it yet


#TheReasonYouAlways repeat the same mistakes is because you've been forgiven the first time.


#TheReasonYouAlways take someone back is because it’s easier to stay with what you know than to leave"


Before you say something, STOP and think how you'd feel if someone said it to you.


Instead of wiping away your tears, you should wipe away the people who make you cry.


Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Someone will always be younger. But they will NEVER be you.


Don't say it unless you mean it. And if you mean it, you better be ready to prove it.


Being dumped, taken for granted and hurt by the one they love is the reason why many people choose to FLIRT than to be in a relationship.


Always remember, when someone breaks your heart, someone out there is just waiting to fix it.


Stop thinking that you will never find someone like him again, start thinking that he'll never find someone as amazing as you again.


No matter how good or bad you have it, wake up each day thankful for your life. Someone somewhere else is fighting to survive.


If you talk about me, let me give you some advice, click your heels 3 times and say " I wish I had a life!"


Every rock they throw, I use as a stepping stone.


Cinderella didn't need to take off her dress to get her prince charming, and neither do you.


Unless a man has done something to make you dislike or not trust him, don't make him pay for the troubles another man caused.


Real men stay faithful. They don't have time to look for another woman because they're too busy looking for new ways to love their own.


Don't feel sad over someone who gave up on you. Feel sorry that they gave up on someone who would never have given up on them.


Why give that person a second chance, when there's someone out there waiting for the first?


Smart girls open their minds. Easy girls open their legs. Foolish girls open their hearts.


You need to realize that they don't care, and you could be missing out on someone who does.


Someone who doesn't realize how special you are probably doesn't deserve to be with you anyway.


I wonder why guys mistreat and disrespect women. But then expect life to hand them a good woman when they're ready to settle down?


If a guy tells you he is different, he is just like all the others. If he really is different, he'll show you, not tell you.


A good relationship should have 3 things: eyes that won't cry, lips that won't lie and love that won't die."


God answers in 3 ways: he says yes & gives you what you want, he says no & gives you something better, or he says wait & gives you the best!


You can’t choose your family, but you can ignore their phone calls....haha


You will love again & you will hurt again. You just need to find the person that’s worth it."


Dear Boys, I’m not a back up plan and definitely not a second choice."


The greatest revenge to a girl that steals your man is to let her have him, because a truly good man can never be stolen.

You make falling in love easy!

And I wondered if it didn’t work out with him, it wont work out with anyone else,

And just when I got fine guiltless drunk-kissing cute boys, u had ur way in,

I told you, I don’t believe in “love”

And that I dont any longer trust in “the one”

But u didn’t take the easy road like all of them

U said “you love me” and you said you will wait

when I got my crazy-self at you, u didn’t like me any less

You wrote me poems and said I look pretty when I looked like a mess

you dont let your friends make fun of me

or whatever that was supposed to be

I used 2 say God has a crush on me that’s y he cant c me happy with someone else

But I know now y it didn’t work out with any of them

And I have my heaven in your arms

All the twisted bend to you just adds up to ur charm

And the more I spend time with you

I m sure I would fall in love with you