Harbour to my Oceans

You are the calm to my disaster,

The pacifier to my Devil,

You are the harbour to my Oceans,

The quiet to my crazy

I run away from everything before it runs away from me,

But here I am with you; sitting, not looking at you or even wondering if you are still there.

You paralyze my runnings, sterilize my anxiety;

I have met human-drugs before, but you are the one that’s anti-toxic.

I just feel like I could back-walk a cliff and you would save me,

Even before I would realize, even before my heart could skip a beat

You get along with all my friends, to an extent they could be jealous,

You put my phone on charge without telling, when I forget to..

You call me beautiful every morning I wake up next to you,

I walk in 24x7, unsafe, post-drinking to quickly collect a thing or two

Just to turn around to see the guy standing close to me is you

Things I have been resisting to feel, or have felt with fear

You give it all and more on a plate to me, and still stay there.

And with your Greece-blue eyes, you became that spot at the end of the road

Where running stops, where one sits and drinks water,

You became the harbour and the anchor..

I am just afraid, what if I am in love with the storms,

what if that's the only thing I have ever known?

What if I am the sailor.