Less than A month!

So what type am I? The one that stays happy 2 have atleast met someone I actually like..

Or get teary-eyed 4 he leaves in no-time!

Cuz truth is I sit here, teary-eyed, with, like, a lump stuck in my throat,

I know I should not behave this way,

But I wish it was in my control.

I know u think I am transparent but I don’t know if u could picture

That I behaved weirdly when u spoke about u moving to Connecticut in TC, last night

and that I Couldn't answer properly or close, to your questions

Cause I knew that then I might break down n begin to cry

After so long, I finally started 2 see colours on my wall that was painted grey,

I don’t know if You came in as the light in the tunnel or the headlights of a train,

But I for sure know that the next time I go to Urban Pind, I will miss you.

Same with TC, same with BRT, Same with Sirroco.

I know I m rushing up, I should fear gettin burnt,

But without u the city would be so dull and cold n

I don’t mind being like fireworks,

just a little more attractive dancing closer to heaven,

But I also know There’s enough electricity in this town to even notice fireworks!

U r winning and tormenting my emotions,

like making people hit brick cases in the dark,

like throwing blood in the Oceans,

to bring up and trap the hungry sharks..

So I saw the fittest body in you,

A bunny smile and the cutest eyes too,

The best shoulder muscles were seen in ur arms,

Sneaking out & wishing we still had a few hours 2 dawn,

But now I have stopped telling you when i dream of u,

cuz I know u didnt dream of me, i dreamt of you!

And like a vulture, u will fly from this place,

away from this building u sit at and even away,

n fly to the next building n away from me,

then away 2 da next town, 2 da river, then fly over da sea.

might think about you in an elevator, or when i sneak out at 1 am,

or when i get drunk or i hear ur name or when da night is cold and it rains.

I would want u 2 also think of me, n I got a  reason!!

cuz all ur other girls wont write u poems ;)

So when ur goin through the list of ur present girls,

think of me when u notice one less person!