I Dont Know

i dont know if i will be any less lonely

i dont know, if i will sleep well in da coming nights

i dont know, if xmas would be merry or valentines happy

but i know there WONT be more of ur lies or my goodbyes

You didnot ask, i didnot say

u didnot beg, i didnot stay

now that i am sure its over,

i dont know if its for worse or better

but had it not, in another day or two

u wud have got me thinkin i am in love with u

i dont know, who was at fault? you or me?

i dont know, y u couldnot see

But da truth remains

u did not even notice

that there was a white tissue paper in my hand

with which I was busy wiping the tears of my eyes

and that I Couldn't say anything to your questions

Cause I knew that then I would choke out n begin to cry

But you didnot ask, i didnot say

u didnot beg, i didnot stay

now i know all da things we knew

that we would definitely do

turned out to be the ones

that we never would

right now, i dont know whats love

or what has made me so lonely

i cant say , right now, who is more hurt

is it you or is it me only?

i didnot take alot with me

just them damned memories

of us dancing in da rain

of u, when u had not changed

but u didnot ask, what kud i say?

u didnot beg, i could not stay !

left everything and left my soul,

our photos, my heart and sanity of my mind

i dont know what hurts more..

what i brought along, or what i left behind

its too much and maybe i need a bottle of whiskey tonight

but atleast the burden does not weigh in kilograms

n maybe its not what i left behind

maybe its what i brought along.

oh n all this wont have changed.. only if u had asked me to stay

but the truth is u didnot ask, i didnt say

u didnot beg, i wanted to stay !