Mirror in the dark

You say U love Me,& I stay quiet

I stare at U, This time I wont fight

I know It has hurt U, but think about  the times U have hurt HER???

She could have lost faith in God, Well! u wont even remember.

I know u r shocked 4 I loved u always

N now I look so over that phase

But then I have good memory

N I don’t need 2 b reminded of how she used 2 b!

How she killed dose endless sleepless nights

With the moon n her tears

I don’t need to be reminded that some nights

Even the moon did not turn up!!

But now  I know u love me, n r completely besotted by me

But WHAT DO I DO???

I got fuckin good memory of HER!

Cuz I have seen her talkin 2 the Moon

Livin her life like a dumb abandoned dog

I have seen her SO close –

That I could count the unlimited red nerves in her eyes

I have observed her so much that I knew

She could break down every moment u walked by

I have seen her jaw muscles trying

2smile when someone taunted of u

I have seen how bad she wished

to get u or get over u

N now u say u fuckin like me like no one would do

But my goddamn memory kicks my ass when I think of u

Cuz I have seen her sittin all alone

Wondering - has the moon “too” gone??

I have seen her so much- sometimes with tears , sometimes with wishes

N I have seen u , callous always taking her for granted

N then u temme u have changed

N u love me with ur heart in ur hand

But do u notice Its too late for u 2 come back

I maybe dat sad girl in pain

But I am not da same!

I m his, n things arenot what we once had

But did we even have anything ?

Except for those damned cold night memories!!

N I will walk off cuz I wanna b able 2 face the mirror

When I stand infronta it not 2day but    …. some years later.