How do you know?

How do you know when you are over someone?

I guess when you can’t trust them as far as you can jump,

I am so bad at my discernment to discover attachments,

It really got me making a fool of us.

Do you think you are over someone?

When they make you feel shy when they are alone with you,

But going public with them only brings a fear of remorse,

Damn! Its like we got us wringing dry clothes.

It’s like I can’t tell ten things about you that made me smile,

It’s like we are running out of every excuse to give this another try.

And now I see clearly all the times you broke my heart,

And then manipulated me into believing it was always my fault.

We have made up 10 times and broken 100,

I am fucking numb.

I don’t even know which your real face is,

Or if it’s something you’ve become.

I met you more in the poems in my Word sheet,

alongwith the things I couldn’t say or things I couldn't feel,

How do you know you are over someone?

Or is it just another mistake?

How do you tell them it’s over?

When you could be wrong again?

Everytime I need you, You aren’t there,

Everytime I’m requesting, you are deaf from ears,

Everything I would do for you,

If you had to do it for me – you couldn’t care.

What if you can store their number and not be worried to drunk dial?

What when you store their number with the name of a happy character?

So it doesn’t bring back negative memories in your mind?

What now you can sail away without the memories being an anchor?

It’s like knowing two people,

And I m bloody running out of reasons

To keep this alive,

I guess I AM over you,

I guess it’s a goodbye.