Desert woes

I hug my folded legs to my chest

I wish I was never caught in this desert

I have been dying for 1 drop of water n breath

Hw ironical, 4 my eyes shed oceans!

I have been aiming to be a star

Inspite Knowing how stars break down 2 pieces

N I thank god 4 who I am, with all my heart

- no actually, with whatever’s left of it .

walk over

I feared to seem a coward in your eyes

Oh! God grant me the power 2 b wise!

2 ask u 2 love me- I wrote a song

A love dats not too arrogant , not too bold

I loved u once, like a dope

With all my heart, w/o any hope

What feelings, despairs, and jealous pangs I knew

Hope your duplicate betrayer God grants U!

Love Note

HELLO  PEOPLE, I AM GONNA NARRATE U A LETTER

A LETTER KEPT SECRETELY N SWEETLY BY A GIRL

A LOVE STINKING PAGE BY A BETRAYER

FOR HIS SO-CALLED LOVE!!

“Listen girl, I am starting off

Wish me luck n have patience on

Don’t give that killin smile please

I cant afford 2 skip heartbeats

M I dead n if I not

Then how come is a fairy around?

M I God n if not

Then how come is a Goddess been found?

A falling star n I make a wish

To touch u feel u again on my lips

A full moon n I give a cry

How perfect would it be to have u by my side

Moon can c and so can da stars

But y has God sent u so far?

That u cant even c me, my pain, my life

N cant even imagine how I survive

Cold winds hiss – n u r missed

A bird sings – n u r missed

Moon can c and so can da stars

But then u like to be as cold as u r

Look at me, 4 me n 4get urself for a while

N maybe then u will know how difficult it is 2 live my life

My mind can flip – my life might drip

I have become crazy – love-sick

I have changed myself – all for u

How can u say that’s not enough for 2 do

Moon can c and so can da stars

Wish u were anyone – wish I had da powers

But u r nt,  u r a stone – but how can u be!

Cuz I am a stone – u have always told me!

U cant understand n I cant defend

I have no powers – tis over, its time to end

All I have r my words

N I love u like a man man, girl

Moon can c and so can da stars…”

SORRY PEOPLE THE LETTER FROM HERE WAS TORN APART

LOST IN JUNGLE, GOT WET IN THE MIST

UNFORTUNATELY, I HAVE IT-

 2 ADD ANOTHER 1 ON DA BETRAYER’S LIST!

SO HERE IT GOES  .. “Moon can c n so can da stars

Thank God u r too far

2 c my face, expressions, my smile

N 2 b able 2 make out that I am lying!! “

Dear Luce!

Dear Luce,

I stand here, wiping my tears

Without which my survival is a Question Mark!

I stand here with my fulfilled fear

To never get a broken heart!!

They say, girlfriends get diamond necklaces

Yes! He never gave me one!!

But does that prove I was a mere fun?

I cant remember him tellin me he is mine!

Anymore than I can remember when I first learnt 2 tell time

But his fingers did magic 2 me

Wouldnot be “this” his love?

Rather  AGAIN my stupidity?

Yeah! I have his pic – but not one together

 N yeah when it rained last night

We did not walk back under the same umbrella

No! I dunno if he owns a vehicle

Never was I taken 4 a ride in 1

No! I cant recognize his handwritin too

For he never wrote me a love note

So many questions put him wrong

But my heart yells loud

Nothing from him but a baby in my womb

What do U think I do now, to live on??

I wont tell U

U r standing there, just by my side
I walk out cuz I try to hide –

I like you.

cuz when I see U

I think I feel my heart skip a beat
U r so unaware and I can hardly breathe – 

You got me. 

Like a dead shot duck!

N I cant tell u. Its not normal like everyone‘s.

but I don’t care, I still have fun!

I know what my life was missing till now

Tho v r nt 2gether, I feel complete sumhow

I wont tell u, cuz I wont wanna make another mistake

But I must confess that All the day,

My head is stuck in a cloud of rain

Of thoughts n wishes I myt never say

Like U r so beautiful, it is so surreal.

But of all the things I will never do

One of them is, all this, I wont tell U !

I Dont Know

i dont know if i will be any less lonely

i dont know, if i will sleep well in da coming nights

i dont know, if xmas would be merry or valentines happy

but i know there WONT be more of ur lies or my goodbyes

You didnot ask, i didnot say

u didnot beg, i didnot stay

now that i am sure its over,

i dont know if its for worse or better

but had it not, in another day or two

u wud have got me thinkin i am in love with u

i dont know, who was at fault? you or me?

i dont know, y u couldnot see

But da truth remains

u did not even notice

that there was a white tissue paper in my hand

with which I was busy wiping the tears of my eyes

and that I Couldn't say anything to your questions

Cause I knew that then I would choke out n begin to cry

But you didnot ask, i didnot say

u didnot beg, i didnot stay

now i know all da things we knew

that we would definitely do

turned out to be the ones

that we never would

right now, i dont know whats love

or what has made me so lonely

i cant say , right now, who is more hurt

is it you or is it me only?

i didnot take alot with me

just them damned memories

of us dancing in da rain

of u, when u had not changed

but u didnot ask, what kud i say?

u didnot beg, i could not stay !

left everything and left my soul,

our photos, my heart and sanity of my mind

i dont know what hurts more..

what i brought along, or what i left behind

its too much and maybe i need a bottle of whiskey tonight

but atleast the burden does not weigh in kilograms

n maybe its not what i left behind

maybe its what i brought along.

oh n all this wont have changed.. only if u had asked me to stay

but the truth is u didnot ask, i didnt say

u didnot beg, i wanted to stay !

Come in with the Rain

In my attempt to be wise, I told u shit.
n u said i am wrong n u r right, n this is it.
I said come what may, dont call, i wont pick up
u didnt even call once,
how do u know what i would have done!

and here i sit, trying not 2 cry
with these frowns wondering if only i m upset
who falls in for all da wrong guys
or does God make them wrong when i fall for them?

I said "i hate u" but it was surely not what i meant
u walked away, didnot even think how i myt hav felt
I waited for what felt like ages
n still no call, no text from U

n theres this urge to cry stuck in my throat
n i am making sense 2 y i shud cry 4 sumone i dont even know


I said "GO" but all i really want is U
2 win me back from my stupid pride
cuz i m sick of checkin my phone 2 c nutin from U
and please dont leave tonight cuz i might just die
wondering what went wrong, and going back 2 what happened
n what i wrote n u misread

I myt say it's over! But if u look a little closer

All I really want is U, 2 say "I am in love with U"

and stand ryt there my window/door, 

like i m Juliet, U r Romeo!!! 

Come save me tonight with your beautiful smile
say everything - all dose white little lies, to make this right

n i might have said "I dont need U"
but all i really need is, U.