Sunday, February 20, 2011

My fav quotes




I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive your car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
- 10 Things I Hate About You



melanie: What do you want to be married to me for, anyhow?
jake: So I can kiss you anytime I want.

- Sweet  Home  Alabama


[Ryan turns out the light Marissa moves closer]
Ryan: Thought you wanted to sleep?
Marissa: Suddenly not so tired. 

Ima Hold u tightly


There were days when tissue papers were my best friend
When I could do anything but get up from my bed
Becoming strangers to once-strangers doesnot work that well
When in between u had been much more than just friends.

I had gone too far to see the beacon for directions
Had been too happy once to handle the new born tension
My nights had been too jolly to stand these ebony ones
There was so much darkness around me,
i wonder where was my Sun!

I was like a prom girl with tears in her eyes
Looks like fun but purple teardrops she cries

Another *good guy* had come around
Flash forward: Another long affair had come and gone...
I don’t know why it always leaves me this way
I was depressed  like some company’s C.A.
I was as shattered n broken as my newly broken heart
wonder why Everytime I would be shot with a sharper dart
And so I close my eyes, done with these *good* guys
And I opened and saw u standin by my side
U picked me up, i dont know y but I held u tightly
its so unreal, and i dont ever want u 2 leave me.

Now everything settles in its place properly
So I know y no other guy ever burned this brightly
and i know y did all of them make me cry
so u come in and make me smile =))

now I know what was missing in my life
so I can close my eyes n c u standin by my side
and i wanna thank u, for being so sexily carefree
and when i most needed it, u came in 2make me happy

..and I know what I will do
if u happen to leave me too
I wont sit here, crying listening to sad tracks
Hoping , wishing for that second when u myt come back
NO!
I wont care to think where did I go wrong
I wont cry a second too long
I would be rocking out of my bit
I would go get pink flowers from the market
A pretty card, and foot the bill
That says “I need u.. and I always will”
So if u wanna leave me too
U know I wont stop u.. wont even waste my time missing u
I wont waste my time listening to sad tracks
Hoping n wishin for the second u might just come back
cuz if u leave baby, i m coming with u
Ima hold u tightly, its just me and u!
<3

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Till u get old.......





Its my story with this boy in a  grey laura
Who was every word of cute that made me awe
Who made my delhi nights pretty cuza his silly presence
Now I wake up to find them all pretense

From January came my months of tears,
Because of u and u wer not even here
I see no sense in being my old-self: vibrant n happy
My friends n sister have got sick worrying about me.

Everything’s a reminder of those summer-feelings, I felt
When I cried myself to sleep each night after u left
You know I have got through a lot of sad times
But unlike then, now u r not mine.
                                                
There are times when I miss you
And all that we had
I  can not see myself holding someone else’s hand
It does not give a fuck to you
And weird, how it changed my whole world
I wont cry but my throat has a lump.


I wanna go back to the time with u
Where We sat in the park and u explained me ur tattoo
but that’s all just impossible.


I see you acting SOOO normal.. that I wanna hit you so bad
And there was a time when happiness was all I had
You were so nice, so lovely.. made your world around me
I was so naïve… lost my heart thinkin I was ur one and only.
I Acted like I was a flight risk… would leave you for another
but today all I have is ur memories and u have her.


i know what i have gone through
when all ur statuses talked of others only
and all my statuses were for u...
and not a single one u wrote fr me.

U had just returned to land
Lets meet up, u planned.
I texted “how long can I stay with u?”
Ur  reply is a memory I just cant let go
That was da sweetest thing u  ever said
U replied “till u get old……



Do u remember, we were sittin there in ur car
U found reasons to hold my hand every now n then
And I thought I was the luckiest girl on this planet
I never realized when I fell as hard and bad as I did

When u hear “Stars go blue” song
I hope it reminds u of my Tim McGraw
And when someone calls u baby or does anything crazy
I hope It just makes u think of me


But u got secrets u never shared
And I was just a laughing stock
When it got hard to take
This  is what I thought about.

Don’t fall for anyone again…Cuz they r nutin but selfish stones
Or brace urself for goodbyes… Cuz they WILL leave u alone
They would leave u with alacrity … that’s all that I have known
Next time u think u might fall for a guy…. But gladly, this next time would never b born!

But I am doing fine… it sucks how u left me for someone better
Like, we were never dating …. It was a business n u were a vulture
Looking for ur carrion, calculating in mind..
Who would be a better meal tonight!
Weird, how I once called u a vulture
And said I would be ur Carrion (click it!) 
So sadly, it means, u r done eating me
And now ur search carries on!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Find a way back into Love




 Dont hold on 2 ur senses .. Unchain ur horses.. Let them take u where they must..
They might know of a prettier place than U do. -SD



It doesnot matter whether U love him or a capital H - I - M...
At the end of it all, its a "him" and he will prove he is nothing more than that! :P - SD

You can cut all your life telling yourself that Life is logical, prosaic, mean.. Life needs experience, lack of sentiments and knowledge so you can deal with it's intricacies and betrayal...
Or you can put some colours into it.. some ficition, some life, some fun, some craziness, some mistakes, some raptures.. and die happy :) - SD

Ambition is the only thing that can drive you where U wanna go... passionately and effortlessly! - SD

One must be anything but boring..
One must do anything but betray..
One must tell anything but secrets..
One must dance nothing but dirty.. -SD

There has not come a guy in this World who deserves Me or should make Me cry. - SD

I push harder, dance longer, laugh louder, cut deeper, bleed stronger. - SD


Saturday, February 12, 2011

O.V.E.R


So today I thought maybe just write you one last poem…
Though you don’t deserve it in the least
But I got so many emotions.. need to fuck them
Write you, forget you and leave.

So, maybe there is something that holds me back to you
And I don’t know what
But I know I don’t deserve what u hav got me in to
Hit me ryt with that dart.

Honestly, if I step back and see
There’s nothing in u that should be holding me
Average face, average height, average manners, average smile
You are so average, it hurts… I’ld rather sympathize!

So now that my charity is over..
I am waking on..
You know what sucks..
That It took me so long

I was kinda ashamed to introduce my friends to you
Cuz they always lectured on how I can get a better guy
Guess I was blind that I continued
So y dnt u make dis world happy AKA die?

I have never seen a lesser man than you
So scared, without guts, so not impromptu
Bad at everything.. I even feel ashamed to mention the list
So y don’t u sit and suck it .. U r just a growing number in age..
Ur mind and personality never caught on with the race!

He's my kind of gravity !



Which is that second when I don’t think of you?
Which is that one day when I don’t wanna meet you?
Which is that one dream when I don’t wanna c you?
But you’ll see I’ll move on.

You were “everything” that I wanted
 I was at the verge where next is
Where people would have shouted
That “She has lost it”

I don’t know if I’ll be waiting for you
But I want to..
..But I wont
I have a heart that’s running in a direction
My brain would curse it for

You blamed me for not expressing enough my “like” for you
But did it work when I did?
Its not,  like you don’t know that I am crazy about you
But again, now I realize it was a mistake I committed.

Its weird how words are all that mean to you
And being faithful or crying to see you go… doesnot
Its just a bad time I’m going through
Although its cuz of you, but I’ll get up.

Now my days are all some shade of melancholy
Dull and dead.. U became my kind of gravity!
But I’m very strong, I’ll rise up with ease
Even tho I fell for u, I kno u rnt strong enuf a man to handle me!

But the choice was mine… the loss mine too
Hope I never meet another man , in my life, like u
I’ll tell u a lil secret.. I thought u were my Mills n Boon guy
It makes me laugh so bad that it makes me cry

I don’t know how to end this poem…
It still does not comprise everything that I hav gone thru
And everything that I am still going thru…
but I’ll finish it abrupt, not give my piece of creation enough time
forget that I ever started it and get along with my life…
unneeded to say,  Just like you !

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Love


The first time I saw U I never thought
We would be so much in what we are
I couldnot talk the first night we met
Just sat listening how crickets talked more than we did

Since then, There are part of things that havent changed
There are part of things that have
I am still as guarded as I was before
But there is someone now who understands.

I still whine n nag enough for an irritated office staff or waitor
But now  it doesnt piss u off, u would rather laugh it off later

Now I know ur dark secrets and u know mine
N the best part is it feels so right
I m not scared that u might not keep it 2 urself
Cuz I know that u always will.


But I know its not something as big as Love
Or maybe its much bigger than that
Everyone’s says I m rushing up, I should fear gettin burnt
But their city is as dull and cold as they are
and catching fire means we would be like fireworks
just a little more attractive dancing closer to heaven!


U have the keys to my heart
U r the person evry song sings of
U got me glowing blushing everytime
U made these sleepy nights shine,


I remember the smell of the night at 1:28
Even though Its been so long u have been away
I still remember the smell of ur perfume dat filled ur car
So how do u think we r living any far?

But I hope u  know its not something as big as Love
Or maybe its much bigger than that
U can ignore their dumb suggestions
With their wasted breath on There’s enough electricity to notice fireworks!