Till u get old.......

Its my story with this boy in a  grey laura

Who was every word of cute that made me awe

Who made my delhi nights pretty cuza his silly presence

Now I wake up to find them all pretense

From January came my months of tears,

Because of u and u wer not even here

I see no sense in being my old-self: vibrant n happy

My friends n sister have got sick worrying about me.

Everything’s a reminder of those summer-feelings, I felt

When I cried myself to sleep each night after u left

You know I have got through a lot of sad times

But unlike then, now u r not mine.

                                                

There are times when I miss you

And all that we had

I  can not see myself holding someone else’s hand

It does not give a fuck to you

And weird, how it changed my whole world

I wont cry but my throat has a lump.

I wanna go back to the time with u

Where We sat in the park and u explained me ur tattoo

but that’s all just impossible.

I see you acting SOOO normal.. that I wanna hit you so bad

And there was a time when happiness was all I had

You were so nice, so lovely.. made your world around me

I was so naïve… lost my heart thinkin I was ur one and only.

I Acted like I was a flight risk… would leave you for another

but today all I have is ur memories and u have her.


i know what i have gone through
when all ur statuses talked of others only
and all my statuses were for u...
and not a single one u wrote fr me.

U had just returned to land

Lets meet up, u planned.

I texted “how long can I stay with u?”

Ur  reply is a memory I just cant let go

That was da sweetest thing u  ever said

U replied “till u get old……”

Do u remember, we were sittin there in ur car

U found reasons to hold my hand every now n then

And I thought I was the luckiest girl on this planet

I never realized when I fell as hard and bad as I did

When u hear “Stars go blue” song

I hope it reminds u of my Tim McGraw

And when someone calls u baby or does anything crazy

I hope It just makes u think of me

But u got secrets u never shared

And I was just a laughing stock

When it got hard to take

This  is what I thought about.

Don’t fall for anyone again…Cuz they r nutin but selfish stones

Or brace urself for goodbyes… Cuz they WILL leave u alone

They would leave u with alacrity … that’s all that I have known

Next time u think u might fall for a guy…. But gladly, this next time would never b born!

But I am doing fine… it sucks how u left me for someone better

Like, we were never dating …. It was a business n u were a vulture

Looking for ur carrion, calculating in mind..

Who would be a better meal tonight!

Weird, how I once called u a vulture

And said I would be ur Carrion (click it!) 

So sadly, it means, u r done eating me

And now ur search carries on!