Moonlight after Midnight

U entered with a friend of ours in that white-grey shirt,

One glimpse and fuck! i realized how cute you were,

Its funny why it pinched me when you talked to her,

Although I was the one who kept the distance between us.

And then everything about the night

Circled itself around you

What is love, if not at first sight?

Like, What are summers if not in June?

And you stood there so tall, so cool

And you had no clue how, I feared, I wanted you

There was something about you that was so hawt

Like when you nonchalantly ignored all da hurtful songs

Like “Heartbreaker” and “Tonight I’m fuckin you”

And I couldn’t help thinkin awww that’s so cute! 

And there was more to you than being so beautiful

Like talkin, sittin outside the club and lookin at the moon

And The same time when moonlight made the snowy hills glow

the moon was here too, above us, as we stood below.

Anything hardly spoken or a word barely heard

ur finesse wud have made up for any error u must have erred.

Though cynicism rules me, and optimism has fled

But even dead roses are used 2 make scents or for lovers' beds

And I prayed against my treacherous thought

Must nt like u anymore than I ought!

Gorgeous and Modest

You are so gorgeous and modest…

It’s a pity U don’t know

I have seen nations and closets

But never like U before

U fit so well my definition of perfect

By the way, U r so gorgeous n modest

U drive down n I sneak out of this creaky door

Its adorable to see you wait like a love-struck Romeo

U make me wanna sneak out of my house every night

Hug you, if you let me, with the cool breeze and moonlight

This young night and your eyes drive me crazy, indeed! I m blessed

Can I take a minute to tell you, I find you lethally gorgeous and modest!

I did not!

I understand baby, y u wont look at me the same way that U did..

U gave me your heart n I reveled in the sight as it bled !

I knew not the misery of being treated like this.

I thought I would just fool you every time we kiss.

But I could not!

You trusted in a man as cheap as me!

Who knows not what good-breeding is, I am afraid!

I think I am too less a man for thee~!

Cuz when u thought I sat away from u and nurtured fidelity..

Sweet soul! I did not!

I know now you must be afraid to trust another man.

But darling! its only me, who is disgusting enough to run after every tramp!

My regrets, I am such a flagrant beguiler..

I made promises with u, and slept with her!

I tried 2 hide! But it hid not !

So there you are, with someone else doing things what I did..

And I still follow my same immoral patterns like a school kid ..!

You cried yourself to sleep every night for trusting me.

And u think I might have changed from what a slum-raised dick I had been.

But guess what! I did not..!

Tonight She Sleeps!

Who would She write about?

Who does She drink for, now?

U got up 1 morning and strolled away….

Y cant She be like u.. chill, cheat and stray

U Left her at mercy of other men..

She tries so hard but She cant love any of them 

although They r so much nicer than U ever were.

funny they say "what doesn’t kill u, makes u *STRONGER*"!

Oh! how tired she is of all the discomfort

disagreements, allegations, infidelities, disrespect

She herself doesnot know her own worth

and there r guys who can trade heaven to be with her.

Too long she wondered why did u go

Too long she wept, like a bereaved, alone

Too long she felt this lump in her throat

Too long it was, i feared there was any hope.

She twisted in her bed, night wakeful of sighs

wondered where her life led, but couldnot decide

But tonight, her clouds of sorrow shall depart

its been too much, and its been too long!


So shall the mermaids wait, better she put her new frock

Must anchor this red-flag ship soonest and take a walk
visit new people, do more than just a 2 minute talk
Alas! U hav been too wrong n she has been too fond..

her heart - vulnerable like a newly glued china doll
u played with it, and played ruthless like football

no matter how less it loved or much it did

now she indulges in nomore heart lending.

Now, her heart must pause to breathe..

Sigh! Finally tonight She sleeps!

Accuse Me !

Oh! Accuse me not, of cheating on you..
with her, another wench who impressed me..
I hate to agree though, it is true!
Accuse me not, But appreciate my honesty!

Wish She was Me!

It was great blue sky when thou caught my eye

nothing seemed prettier than thy eyes

I had had my share of heart breaks, dark days n goodbyes

But there was sumtin about thee that felt SO right

There had next to thee, thy mistress

who was right out of a magazine

But thou set thy eyes in my direction

n I knew u wished She was Me!

Wasn’t there felt the arousal of love-kindling fire

They say… wishing n doing are same!

when Heaven punished equally 4 desires

Better not for doing, we be blamed? ;)

If I wore but a white ribbon n pink dress

And Life were but a dream...

And all the wishes made sense

Oh Sweet God! u know I would be where sat She.

Ur wagon'll lead U to dungeons!

Oh! U make me laugh.. U know that’s true!

And its funny .. cuz of what all we have been through

And it funnier.. cuz You make me laugh at U..!!

Well! There are times when something reminds me

of what u did and what u had said

And I wanna leave everything as it is

come right up to u and give u a tight slap

I know your mental inability to decipher all this

And u would rather name it *mood swings*

I really don’t know how did I let u bother me

For as long and as much as u did

U were a ship who fuckin hated anchors

Hence, I found no stability or security of words.

N u never got sick of ur *break ups* n *start overs*

N those bunch of sluts n unpaid, nonetheless, whores

Well u blocked my journey

Took me in your wagon

Far away from my country

crossed 13 jungles, handful kingdoms, 3oceans

and just when I settled in perfectly

I woke up to an uncomfortable Sun, a treacherous lover
Woke up to a day when u had found another 

And u told me to pack – up

And I sat down crying on the ground full of pebbles

Cuz all that I ever knew was a Jerk who chose 2 flee

 travelling back to a safer place in someone else’s wagon

Was scary like it must be for a snowflake to get lost in a sea.

I cried like a kicked pup.. 4 a minute, I lost my faith in God

Cuz all I still wanted was U n  I knew U wont look back

I lost U, but I realized U never lose what u had

I got furious at U but Another minute ,I sat and laughed 

U told me to move on.. and I had no place to go

I didn’t know how to reach back where we started from

I didn’t know the directions, 
n u had no time to let me know

I knew y u were in a hurry to walk ur ways

Its not a very pretty picture to see sumone do that..

when left here, u r the one who stays

so I wept n picked shattered pieces 2 begin again

Was too much to take.. all your infidelity

Then not acceptin ur fault n creamin' it with apathy

Flingin 'every girl like she’s gonna gift u super-powers,

Shoutin infront of friends,

 I dunno y it took so long for this fuckin humour to end!

Well no flowers, no Valentines Day.. sure it wasnot a relationship

Well ! then it was not a fling cuz u only treated me like shit..

You r a jerk.. Well ! And worse r ur friends

U know..I like being nice.. But I like it better to take revenge!

And I see u run like a scared rabbit from a lion

But baby! U r as small as I am giant.

I dont enjoy hunting ducks
Wont waste my time killing ur fun

Cuz it will all be gone with another uncomfortable Sun!

Cuz what u give around.. returns and BOOM! back it comes

She’l also take u across 13 jungles, handful kingdoms n 3oceans

2 find another n u would be  left cold alone in a colder dungeon !

Again, I don’t hate U… My poem isn’t 4 peopl who r special 2 me

But 4 people who r subject to my love or mockery

And u know what list u r dropped to

Read the first 3 lines.. I like to laugh at U!

Fall in Love.

Life is out there in every bird, every tree
enjoy it, nourish it...before u r dead

Love is the only thing thats free
grab it, hug it.. when u get the chance

cuz there may come a day when it'l b costly
take it, cherish it.. grab it with both hands

And u might lose whom u loved madly
be stupid, show it.. before they slip out like sand

Thanks for Callin'

It’s a rainy day, chilly air all around

I drive my car out.. wipin' the rain,

drawing an 11 on the ground

 I don't like these emotions, all this pain. 

U deluded me in 2 believing “2 is better than one”

& then put me on to iron balls n chains

I am happy now..

M sure God is happy with me all da more!

For now, there is one less person whom I pray for

1 less person who made me sick every hour

1 less person 2 ask for, from a shooting star

More secrets than clothes, U kept

Met as strangers, as strangers we left.

The first month was torture
I didnt think about anytin, but u with her
But Days got better with runnin time
Earlier when I loathed u, 
now despised . 


Went to a bar, frisked everyone for your face.
Reminisced about u, at the smell of the rain.
Looked at the sky for u, when I sat in a plane
Wondered who you r with, at 2:58


I had forgotten all of it
when u picked up ur fone n called
i thought twice before i attended
but intrigue hit me like a dart

"Hey! Whatsup? Isnt it a little late 4 a night?

........No! Its cool, I don’t mean to fight.

I don’t even know what 2 say.. its been awhile

Wow! I m not even sure its ur voice.. kinda hard 2 recognize

Funny there was a time

when I knew no bliss

For I knew that I didn’t know

 how to be someone u'l miss

Btw, Did I forget all my miseries..so u can walk away

and disturb my peace of mind, Mr I-like-the-Chase?

U know They said - Time would heal me..
But thoughts abt u wr fuckin my head

Then I Started behaving like a zombie,
when I used 2 behave like deads. 

Anyway, how have you been?

And I wonder why have you called 

Cuz  I hate to say - what I will

But I am seeing someone now"

Sure U didnt like the sound of it

And I have no time 4 jerks
I decided I wud rather hang up
So I cheerfully faked once-true words

"Thanks for Callin'.. It was nice talkin' !"

Sure, The first month was a torture

I didnt think about me, i thought about her

Sure, Days got better with time

but guess, with u ... it went otherwise

Cuz u called me when i have nearly forgotten ur face.

She must hav left u for some1 who gives flowers, not pain!

blocked ur number n took off on a plane

n thats y u r here.. callin me at 2:58

So fucked up!

I am the type of girl

Who isn’t ever sure if she’s in love..

Or what his feelings are for her

But When his presence brings me happiness

I will definitely picture us married 

even at the rate of 1 night dream in 3 months

and i would surely unwelcome "our" end

no matter how cool I pretend!

If I write a poem about him,

he neednt be special 2 me!

Not even the hottest guy can erase

my affections for him by even a layer.

I think about him almost 24x7

just hangin ut with him is my mini-heaven

I dread anything should ever take him away from me

I start feeling life is so short ..

and we have wasted enough time already

I pray for him whenever I pray for me.

And I pray regularly.

I'ld never tell him
but if he knows... 
that wud b out of luck
I know what u r thinkin
that I'm so fucked up. :)

He is my snowy vacation

I am a beginner driver… but I drive fast

I race them yellow lights

and I can give competition

I don’t let people run me by

He is a brilliant driver.. like he was born in a jeep

His left hand stays with me

When his right hand changes da gears

AND plays with the steering wheel

I have seen him drive so fuckin fast

But Only When he comes to pick me up

The moment I am in his car

I don’t think he can drive any slower

there’s this young cute-crazy touch to him

which I’m afraid will fade away

i don’t know what he thinks of me

but I soo hope this would stay

he does all the stupid things to hold my hand

his smallest things bring me the biggest happiness

theres something about just meeting him

that feels like a celestial taste of heaven

Its weird how he has such pretty girls at his party

but if i am free.. he doesn’t take 2 minutes 2 leave
n reaches my colony in minutes, so gladly
n gets even happier when we meet

I wonder if he has never had an ex

Cuz he never talks about one

He is so happy to just have me around

It does not look like anyone
ever broke his heart

And that scares me so much

He is like north- American snowy vacation

In da middle of irritating Indian summer

How can I want this to end?

I hope Gods never call him back

Or ....wake me up.

So bitter-sweet

Song: Nickelback - Far Away

Movie : Dear John

Gamble "US"

In the evenings,

when my girls wanna know how bad could guys possibly be.

I tell em how u fucked up!

In the nights,

 when they talk about the coldest relationships..

I talk about us!

Oh God… why did u have to do what u did?

Why did u have to act fucked up like a drunken bitch?

Why did u gamble “us” ?

I hope it was worth the fun

Cuz now “us” is gone away

I tried so hard 2 make it stay

I *wanted* it to stay….

But its gone now …

I was so sick of ur games…

Ur “we r done” “lets start over”

Ur  mind rolling up n down, back n forth

Like a fuckin rollercoaster.

U never made up ur mind.
N I m afraid its too late nw , to even apologize


Plus u could never handle me in distress 
or my craziness
and i wanted a man, 
and u were man too less.

Well, I hope she was fun!

4 whom u gambled “us”.

Cuz I cried all April nights last year

When u had left me alone here

I missed u so bad, it hurt

And I had my temptations

And I had my luck

But never for anything did I gamble "us"…

I wont mind if you Call me a million times on my fone

And when I don’t pick up

U come  and  honk that horn

Stand in rain Under my windowpane

And Go down on ur knees and look forlorn.

I wont mind if u write me a beautiful poem

And act cute , crazy and become loyal

And maybe a lot lot more than *enough*

Cuz baby u gambled “us”

I don’t hate u… but u should know I cant like u now.

Lest I am 4 beers down.

Dreamers

I was so out of love

There was no one,  I could turn to

For inspiration.

All nights were dark , all days were grey

All guys looked the same,

Just with a different name!

I had written millions of poems..

Just to draw an angry X over them!

I have gone from depression to indifference

With time, when I saw happy couples

They made me bitter n jealous initially

Later I just wondered wtf went wrong with me.

I  had fallen out of love – so well,

Nice and neat!

That to think that I could once love,

was so hard 2 believe.

I had even decided that definitely

God has a crush on me…

Or Y else do they turn out to be jerks

Whoever I start dating.

I had lost faith in dreams,

I thought life can be..

So heart-breaking

For dreamers like me!

They said my problem was my love 4 those stupid fairytales

I told them they bring out dragons in it to teach us 2 b brave

that u get justice, happiness n ur Prince.. but it might take a lil long

n both mental or physical dragons can be fought.. 

And so i put my hopes on... with a broken smile

I dressed up n went out.. when i would hav sat at home n cried!

And I was so broken… when you came,

U remained patient n drove my fears away,

Caged my guards n tore my sad poems’ pages apart,

Fought that barb-wired fence around my heart!

And like my knight in shinning armor You came ..
to kiss me in the pouring rain,
to have my girly stuff kept in a drawer at ur place,

To make me feel secure n to let that feeling stay,

To run away with me before we get boring n old,

To dance with me at midnight in a colony park
sharing the same earphones! =]

To let me fall asleep - tired - on ur couch at nights,

N wake up on ur bed.. beautifully cuddled so tight,

2 fall in love with u more with every passing hour,

To think of you n smile when I hear any romantic song!  =))

I never thought I could feel this way

I cant believe I had those lonely yesterdays

Theres just one thing that I wanna do
 I wanna get happily old with you~!

I have found new faith in dreams

I think life can be

So happily pretty

4 dreamers like u n me!

If we meet tomorrow

I don’t hate you, I just don’t care about assholes anymore

Finally Now, I have sense, saved self-respect and peace of mind

No more waiting for your name to come up on my phone

No more wondering who you are sleeping with tonight

I don’t think of you

or what you must be doing

I don’t daydream what I would say

when we have our chance run-ins

I don’t wallow in melancholy

Thinking of what we could have had

I don’t think of the time when we were happy

Or anything nice you ever said

there was a happy-time you were so pretty
when i knew nothing of your conquests
when i knew only what i could see
when you were God amongst all men

Its too late to realize that we weren’t meant to be

I was my own skin and you were a hidden knife

So I am walking away, happy and free

cuz I know now, I am meant for bigger things in life

I have high sense of  confidence and pride

and a higher sense of disgust towards betrayers

I hate to think we hung out days and nights

and we ever dated each other

u gifted me endless hurt and so much pain,

such painful sorrow

but I hope we meet like nothing happened

if we meet tomorrow.