So fucked up!

I am the type of girl

Who isn’t ever sure if she’s in love..

Or what his feelings are for her

But When his presence brings me happiness

I will definitely picture us married 

even at the rate of 1 night dream in 3 months

and i would surely unwelcome "our" end

no matter how cool I pretend!

If I write a poem about him,

he neednt be special 2 me!

Not even the hottest guy can erase

my affections for him by even a layer.

I think about him almost 24x7

just hangin ut with him is my mini-heaven

I dread anything should ever take him away from me

I start feeling life is so short ..

and we have wasted enough time already

I pray for him whenever I pray for me.

And I pray regularly.

I'ld never tell him
but if he knows... 
that wud b out of luck
I know what u r thinkin
that I'm so fucked up. :)