Gamble "US"

In the evenings,

when my girls wanna know how bad could guys possibly be.

I tell em how u fucked up!

In the nights,

 when they talk about the coldest relationships..

I talk about us!

Oh God… why did u have to do what u did?

Why did u have to act fucked up like a drunken bitch?

Why did u gamble “us” ?

I hope it was worth the fun

Cuz now “us” is gone away

I tried so hard 2 make it stay

I *wanted* it to stay….

But its gone now …

I was so sick of ur games…

Ur “we r done” “lets start over”

Ur  mind rolling up n down, back n forth

Like a fuckin rollercoaster.

U never made up ur mind.
N I m afraid its too late nw , to even apologize


Plus u could never handle me in distress 
or my craziness
and i wanted a man, 
and u were man too less.

Well, I hope she was fun!

4 whom u gambled “us”.

Cuz I cried all April nights last year

When u had left me alone here

I missed u so bad, it hurt

And I had my temptations

And I had my luck

But never for anything did I gamble "us"…

I wont mind if you Call me a million times on my fone

And when I don’t pick up

U come  and  honk that horn

Stand in rain Under my windowpane

And Go down on ur knees and look forlorn.

I wont mind if u write me a beautiful poem

And act cute , crazy and become loyal

And maybe a lot lot more than *enough*

Cuz baby u gambled “us”

I don’t hate u… but u should know I cant like u now.

Lest I am 4 beers down.