okay! So i had not planned to write another one this fast. Its almost 2 am, luckily, there is nothing that kills ME, or creeps my insides, or makes me want to curl up and die.
But there was one thing i knew the very second it struck 12 on a new year's night this year, that this was not going to be a happy year for those in an affair/love.
Everyone around me broke up, i mean, couples who were dating for sooo soo long broke up. like, couples u thought would stick together for better or for worse, would suck vivacity out of each other and will die married!
(okay! that is my irritation speakin so bad for 'em, but trust me! it IS kinda irritatin' 2 see your friends dating one person for ages and ages.
and then our facebook is used as a weapon 2 show-off or boast abt their "made in heaven" affair, which leads 2 the damned wall posts on each other's walls, or dedicated statuses, or saccharine photo comments, uh! pathetic! get a fuckin' room! >-< )
okay! maybe i AM jealous, but cmon! its not like i want 2!
but whatever, doesnot matter! i would instead stay single than date a dirty, lecherous, cheap, sick loser who has eyes open for opportunities 2 get anyone who walks on 2 legs! haha! i got on someother shit, yeah! so gettin my mind back on track..
so maybe this aint the right time 2 bitch about such couples' togetherness, cuz everyone is breakin' up! uh! "breathe and sail through" 4 all of 'em! and not only them, but so many other people who had dated or wanted to date, i mean y'know all that attraction thing, it all is just breakin' up, everyone around me is sad! THAT is sad! :\
i TOTALLY am on da break-up team, no matter if it is MY own. i mean, if one of you wants 2 break up, then trust me, let go!
Try gettin' in their shoes, Just think what if YOU wanted 2 break up, and your partner WONT let go of you! Just cuz he has a habit of being with you or just being yours. like WTF???
You should always do what you would want others to do to you.
its like holding on to something that aint yours! or like tryna grab a bird/kitten when all it wants 2 do is fly/run away, theres nothin that u r gonna get at the end of da day, yeah! maybe scratches!
okay! atleast i dont want scratches! no one should.
Eventually one of the two things will happen :
He'll finally realize that you're worth it. Or you'll finally realize that he isn't!
Wiser always is the latter!
Or you can enjoy this moment, be a little mesochistic, and enjoy this phase! there are milliona nice songs for heart-brokens and if this phase wont come, then who will listen 2 them! Cmon sadness aint that bad, if you play with it and not the vice versa!
Wow! i do sound sad, emo, goth, mesochist, sadist!! hahaha but cumawn! m just open 2 ideas, cut it.
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