Unrequited!

haha! tell Me that You louve me,
So what She's the one You call.
Tell Me that You have missed Me
All these days you ignored my calls..!

I wait & I hope for your name to appear on my frikkin' phone
But Guess! It's cool even if the damn thing's thrown!
There are zillion things I am ashamed 2 disclose
One is the urge to cry- Stuck in my bloody throat!

I wish You were a bit sensible, a little mature too,
It shocks me to think How I got on the boat with You!
Thanx 2 You, there's not one pang unexplored,
Not even one emotion returned, not a single craziness adored!

But with all your mean-ness getting on my fuckin' nerves
& when in "We were once together", "Were" kinda hurts
I'ld tell You - I think I'ld have split, had You not done the efforts
You know they say "We are forced 2 louve, cuz none dare louve us!"

My heart's incessant thoughts about you run apace
& now each day is the same shade of grey
& what kinda louve is yours, that leaves 1 betrayed?
Oh! Pray! Had I rather UN-loved stayed!

Lived on an Island, whose You didnot know the way,
Cut off from every hour that makes your Day,
Existed to bloom & die - like a Rose of the Wild!
Just like here, but with unbroken heart died!